I have to start making some changes. For the past few days, I’ve been a couch-potatoe. Just sitting and running simulations. I sometimes feel better in the simulations since I cannot connect with Haven as much as I used to. Sometimes I feel completely disconnected. Like it rejects me. Must be the medications.
Regardless, I cannot allow myself to be such a bum. I have to get myself up and going. I mean, how can we survive if it is just Jasmine working. It isn’t fair to her at all. Especially in the upcoming months.
However, I guess even someone like myself needs an escape. I just need to refocus and get awake so I can be of some good in THIS world.