Saturday, March 17, 2012
Progressive Morning
Today was a very productive day.
This morning, I called the insurance company about the accident Beauty had a few months back. They were asking for 105$ a month and that is just too high for our finances so I got them down to 50$ a month. I think the next time I talk to them, I will try to get them down to 25$ a month which would will be better allowed by our budget.
I also called SilverScreen, a local video store in our town, and asked them about the Clerk position they had open. They said that they were still looking for someone to fill in the position. I reminded them that I left my filled appliction and resume there a little over a week ago. I managed to get the name of the owner of the store, a Lenard Martin Jr., and looked up his number in the phone book. I got his number and gave him a call and told him, as a nervous potential, that I was very interested in getting the job. He said that he would look forward to finding my resume and application in the pool of applications. I hope that he sees that I am the man for the job.
I called the Holiday Inn Express inquiring about their Accounts Payable Clerk position. I didn't get too far with that but they are still looking so that is a good thing. I got the name of Julie being the manager who is the one who would be searching through the paperwork so that is good to know. I might try again later on next week to see if it is still open and that I am very interested in the position.
In class today, I was talking to the instructor, Candy, about Beauty's situation with her daughter and she said that she had a name of a lawyer who might be able to look into the sitution free of charge. Another step into the right situation. She also said that maybe it might be something worth bringing CYS into. I have to do more research with that.
It feels good to be working with the team again. Things are being done. Spencer helped make sense of the complicated stuff. lol
MAD wants to restart the MWMN broadcast for me. Maybe he is hoping I would help him with his Mad Image Inc broadcase but that would require that he actually do some artwork. We'll work around it.
Sadly James is kinda flirting with Nikki, something he shouldn't be doing but I got him to talk less to her. Other than that, I don't see any harm in him talking to Kay or some of his other friends. Just as long as they aren't too suggesting. At least Nikki knows that I am off limits.
Tobias likes the games we play but ... I have other things to worry about other than keeping him entertained. That's Michael's ( Mad's ) job.
This morning, I called the insurance company about the accident Beauty had a few months back. They were asking for 105$ a month and that is just too high for our finances so I got them down to 50$ a month. I think the next time I talk to them, I will try to get them down to 25$ a month which would will be better allowed by our budget.
I also called SilverScreen, a local video store in our town, and asked them about the Clerk position they had open. They said that they were still looking for someone to fill in the position. I reminded them that I left my filled appliction and resume there a little over a week ago. I managed to get the name of the owner of the store, a Lenard Martin Jr., and looked up his number in the phone book. I got his number and gave him a call and told him, as a nervous potential, that I was very interested in getting the job. He said that he would look forward to finding my resume and application in the pool of applications. I hope that he sees that I am the man for the job.
I called the Holiday Inn Express inquiring about their Accounts Payable Clerk position. I didn't get too far with that but they are still looking so that is a good thing. I got the name of Julie being the manager who is the one who would be searching through the paperwork so that is good to know. I might try again later on next week to see if it is still open and that I am very interested in the position.
In class today, I was talking to the instructor, Candy, about Beauty's situation with her daughter and she said that she had a name of a lawyer who might be able to look into the sitution free of charge. Another step into the right situation. She also said that maybe it might be something worth bringing CYS into. I have to do more research with that.
It feels good to be working with the team again. Things are being done. Spencer helped make sense of the complicated stuff. lol
MAD wants to restart the MWMN broadcast for me. Maybe he is hoping I would help him with his Mad Image Inc broadcase but that would require that he actually do some artwork. We'll work around it.
Sadly James is kinda flirting with Nikki, something he shouldn't be doing but I got him to talk less to her. Other than that, I don't see any harm in him talking to Kay or some of his other friends. Just as long as they aren't too suggesting. At least Nikki knows that I am off limits.
Tobias likes the games we play but ... I have other things to worry about other than keeping him entertained. That's Michael's ( Mad's ) job.
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Need An Escape
I have to start making some changes. For the past few days, I’ve been a couch-potatoe. Just sitting and running simulations. I sometimes feel better in the simulations since I cannot connect with Haven as much as I used to. Sometimes I feel completely disconnected. Like it rejects me. Must be the medications.
Regardless, I cannot allow myself to be such a bum. I have to get myself up and going. I mean, how can we survive if it is just Jasmine working. It isn’t fair to her at all. Especially in the upcoming months.
However, I guess even someone like myself needs an escape. I just need to refocus and get awake so I can be of some good in THIS world.
Tyra’s Birthday Party
Yesterday, I attended Tyra’s Birthday Party with Jasmine and Jane. It was … odd. Once again, I came back into Tyra’s life and she didn’t seem to care much for me. She didn’t seem to really acknowledge me much which is understandable. I haven’t really been around. And with Tammy seeing Neal, she has someone … that isn’t me.
I think back to 3 years ago … wow, it has been a long time since I’ve been around for a birthday. I mean, last summer I was around constantly and we were really beginning to connect but then … the drama of LPV was too much and I decided to take a break from it all. So it is no wonder that she didn’t really take mind to my presence there.
But it isn’t about me. Never was. It is all about her. And if she is content that way, then maybe it is for the best.
It didn’t help that a lot of ghosts from our past were there. Chasity gave me the super cold should since I brought my wife in. And Megan … well, Megan will be Megan. But I guess that it was nice to drop by and give her the gift of Dora the Explorer Jump Rope.
At least I got the record it. It should make a good segment for the end of the year video.
Monday, March 5, 2012
The Married Life
I am not sure what to feel. I feel closer to numb then anything else. I mean, I love my new wife with all my heart but I guess the marriage didn’t increase or decrease or even change anything.
I know we have a lot to work on but what we have is good. It is progressive. Sometimes, I over react to her past that seems to be new to me. Sometimes, I get annoyed at how physical she is since I am not used to even touching people. I am not saying that she is always grabbing or anything because sometimes I like the rough stuff. But it is new to be caressed. It is new to be touched softly. New to me at least.
I have to get used to a lot of things. But I do believe progress can and will be made. I believe this marriage was more of a promise of a new start. A promise that we will see through til the end. At least, in my book.
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